maybe

I’m trying really hard to fix us up. But for some reason, you just don’t respond.

I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. I give the whole me to you. I make sure that you get what you want; what you deserve.

But I’m not getting anything in return.

A relationship is between two people. Our relationship however, is unrequited. I don’t want to have a relationship with myself. I don’t want to be alone; waiting, hoping, dreaming that one day, you’ll realise that what we could have means the world to you.

The only way to mend this is for me to stop surrendering my heart to you. Maybe then you’ll learn what it’s like to not have someone who cares. Maybe then you’ll feel what it’s like to be me.

And maybe then you won’t be so ungrateful next time.