it's over

I trusted you. I confided in you. I supported you. I loved you.

What have you given me?

A couple of laughs aren’t what I call friendship. Not one that I had wanted. Not one that I want.

I’ve noticed this for some time now. I’ve put up with it, because I really thought we could develop some meaning in all of this.

But I don’t think I can. Not anymore. Not since I finally took a good look at how you treated me differently. Two words: a joke.

It hurts when I think that someone sees me that way.

I’m human too. I have emotions; emotions that scream to me that in effect, you’re even more of a joke.

So from now on, I’m relying on myself. I’m not going to let you bring me down.

It’s over.